Another year

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I'll be turning 19 in 1 day's time and i'm so. not. excited. Of course, deep down i wish i could have all my friends, every single one of them to celebrate with me but sometimes it's just not possible. Everyone is so busy with their lives and birthdays are possibly the last thing in their mind they would want to care about and i guess as years go by, we'll understand that and so our expectations of having a smashing birthday with all the happy birthday thingamajig drops and all you actually want is a simple, happy, unpretentious dinner with your family and your favourite friends. I guess it's just that the older you get, birthdays just feels like any other days except that you really do get older by a year on that day. SULK

Makes sense?


Yes. I always do!!!!!

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But can i still have helium balloons on my birthday?



Oh anyway i'll most probably be attending AFF as a reporter or some sort and i'll have the privilege to walk around, talk to models, talk about the Audi cars, talk about the show etc... Sounds good right? But i'll have to like think of my own lines about what to say and all. And....... I don't think i can make it. Crapssssss